i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm
pleaS"e help me
please
it's
so dark
and cold
inside
this
egg

i'm sorry i'm here
i'm sorry i'm too ol d to be cute anymore
i'm sorry you have to look at me
i'm sorry you have to exist in the same world as me
i'm sorry i exist

and i'm sorry
that my body is
disgusting
and filthy
and
wrong
tainted
by the
toxict
races
of
his sick
desire
and
i'm sorry that
nothing can
ever
cleanse it
and you have
to
look at
this fat
ugly
trashy
whore

an d i'm sorry
that every time
i 
,

that every
time i
hurt
i reach out
and ask for help
like i think i deserve it

i'm
sorry you cared
i'm sorry you cared enough to answer
i'mm srory i made oyu care about me

haha
i'lll
always be alone
won't i
becase
whenever im not
this is what goes th rough my head

you reach out to touch my shoulder
you reach in to touch my heart
but

it's
cold to the touch
and

the
girl
curled up inside
hug ging her knees to her chest
crying

is
unreachable

the only touch she can ever know
is the feeling of
the walls
closing
in

maybe one day
they'll crush her

what breaks first
the egg
or me

i guess we finally know the answer now don't we.
the answer is they both happena t the same time